God sovereignly distributes His gift of faith to undeserving sinners. What a gracious Lord we have!
It's not OUR faith, it's a gift from God. Just as it's not OUR righteousness, and it's not OUR power, and it's not OUR love, and it's not OUR holiness. It's all of God, and from God.
God commands us to believe, to love, to be righteous, and to be holy. However, we are hard hearted, and we don't want to obey God, according to his ways. We want to obey Him according to our ways. And God rejects this, and resists this, for this is human pride. And this pride is impossible to overcome for the human heart and mind.
Unless, God has mercy on us.
If that takes place, then the Lord will give us a new heart according to his grace and mercy.
This new heart will long for His forgiveness, though knowing it is undeserved. This new heart will repent, and cry out to the Lord for help, and for His mercy.
This new heart will love the Lord, because He loved us. And His love is a personal love, and it's a love that means what it says; a love that will keep it's promises.
I feel like this post is a bit confusing, but I thought I'd just do a little rambling tonight. Rambling can be a good thing sometimes, cause there's no pressure when we ramble, I guess.

